amvmizz

first day of school

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 18:40:06 GMT

hey all long time no write
well today i started back at a community college...it was ok i guess...you guys know how much i hate school...especially when i am trying to stay clean and everyone talks about and does drugs....and when i dont have many friends around...ok i wont lie...i only have one and that is my girlfriend...she is in two of my classes though...thats kinda nice...i got tomorrow off from work...i really miss you guys and it sounds like you are all doing great at your schools and with life and that makes me pround of all of you....im sorry you cant be that for me but someday you will...we all know it...its way overdue.... well i guess i just wanted to say hey to all of you at once and know you guys would get it cause i know you guys cant breate without livejournal some days...lol just messing with you guys...ok well school sucks i hate life...but i do love you :)

everything is falling to pieces...including me

Fri, 26 May 2006 01:00:09 GMT

what am i supposed to do...no school...no home...no family....no friends nearby...im almost to the point of giving up....sober for nothing....i need a change....something good needs to happen....to me not to everyone else...to me

life

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 14:55:31 GMT

so this is my first entry on livejournal and i dont have that much to say except that my life is going a bit crazy right now and i really wish i had all of my friends from chicago here with me to help me get by....i really do miss them all....i think of them everyday...i love you guys....MWAH